Just something...

I had a roller coaster of a day. I just needed to write out the things in life I will and won't be to remind myself that even with so much negative energy around me, I'm not budging on my goals. I don't even care if anyone reads this, but I just needed to write it out.

I will (do/be/have)

do yoga every single day

kind

try meditation

loving

a social worker who truly loves their job

generous

visit my aunt in California

forgive

do small deeds rather than no deeds at all

compassionate

stay positive even when all the odds are against me

happy

graduate and reach my academic goals, including SAC and CADC

embrace change

volunteer/charity work

healthy

people around me who support me and I do the same for them

joy

be comfortable with who I am and in my own skin

just enough

the friends I have now because they kick ass

strong

live in a world where equality actually means equality

peace

a place I feel is truly home and not just a place I sleep

love

my own family who will not have to guess if I love them or not; they'll simply know it

clarity

learn to cook really well

gratitude 

accept things I can't change

travel

I won't (do/be/have)

stop

negative, volatile, or uncaring people around me

give up

second guess myself as much

  insecure

afraid to try new things

lazy

anything hold me back from what I truly want in my life

sad

apologize for who I am or the choices in my life I believe are right

angry

judge others on their surface

greedy

isolated in my own home

negative

apologize for good things that happen in my life

narcissistic 

feel bad because I am not a size zero

hate

waste my time or energy

ignorance

hold grudges for those who have wronged me

depressed